Transgender Artist Model
22 years experience as a life drawing artist's model
50 years as a submissive sissy femboy
100% female-roled/receptive
("I only model wearing a cage")
This is a Web Journal
It is intented to figure my own self out better, why I am who I am
though this is the exhibitionistic
element for me
because I am a
"exhibitionist"
I truly love modeling and modeling for artist has no erotic element for me.
My questions I've struggled with all my life,
why to I need treated sexually like a female,
why have I needed so much sexual attention from my male animal and human partners?
Many questions
The content is intended for educational, research and journaling purposes Much of the content is in Scenario Form
thus whether fact or fiction, is by interpretation.
If only;
"How things could of turned out dilemma"
"Like a thought experiment of sorts"
or
" some aspects based on fact "
" A hodgepodge script "
"Thought experiment"
"Like a Actor preparing for a script in order to be convincing"
"A Study and Outline for my Fiction Novel Terrace"
" As much as Life Drawing can express Reality, it can express Fantasy "
NSFW
contains nudity and sexual content
"A journey of Living vicariously"
established
FEBRUARY 19th, 2020
Contact at;
Forever editing the site
All videos, photos, gifs
are for illustrative purposes
Transgender Artist Model
(female roled-receptive male)
Me posing in life drawing class
few of my sketchs
"posing on my stallion Oscar"
I have always been a deeply psychologically feminized/emasculated homosexual, and have desired to live as a female, I've always been female-roled sexually.
My dream as a Artist's model was to get a sex change, not to pass as a female, but to show that I am sexually female-roled, then be able to model as a male to female transsexual type person.
"I only pose caged now"
2023
Though I never did, I always wanted to wear my "cock cage" while posing nude, to show that I am psychologically emasculated/feminized.
After 2000 I became a female-roled receptive partner (femboy/catamite) for heterosexual males only, I always wear my "cock cage" whenever performing sexually for men, modeling or in presence of females.
Femboy (alternatively spelled femboi[2]) is a modern slang term used to refer to a male who displays traditionally feminine characteristics, such as wearing dresses, skirts, and/or thigh-highs.
In its modern usage, the term catamite refers to a boy as the passive or receiving partner in anal intercourse with a man.[5] -Wikipedia
Michael Emery
Nude Artist's Model
"Modeling nude for artists since 1997"
All the above poses and many more are availabe @ archive.org
My dream has always been to have female like breasts and a vulva
and
pose for life drawing classes
to show I am a female-roled/receptive male
"I only wish to pose wearing a cage now"
For me it's important to express that I am
a sissy/femboy type, have it be known that
I am 100% female-roled/receptive.
"Fully feminized and pychologically emasculated"
Click on boxes below to watch me on my absolutearts profile site.
A major reason I became a Artist's Model is I've always been a "Chronic Exhibitionist"
I started exposing myself to unsuspecting ladies around age 12
I started modeling nude for art classes in 1997 as a outlet for exposing myself to women in public places, I haven't exposed myself in that manner since.
