Transgender Artist Model
(female roled-receptive male)
I started modeling nude for life drawing study groups and college life drawing classes in fall of 1997, mainly for social interaction, since 1983 most of my non-working time had be caring for/spending time with my male dogs, two stallion ponies, jack donkey and stallions at the farm, until 1998 I had little social life.
Drawing as well has always been something I liked to do and have always been a fairly good sketch artist.
Because I am psychologically feminized/emasculated and a female-roled male, posing nude was a good role for me, as posing nude for artists has always been more of a female role and I have always desired to be a male to female transsexual.
"Though it wasn't my intent, posing allowed me to start meeting men"
(In 2000 I started serving a group of young black men sexually)
(until that time I'd always been a female-roled partner for my male dogs, jack donkey and stallions)
"posing on my stallion Oscar"
I have always been a deeply psychologically feminized/emasculated homosexual, and have desired to live as a female, I've always been female-roled sexually.
My dream as a Artist's model was to get a sex change, not to pass as a female, but to show that I am sexually female-roled, then be able to model as a male to female transsexual type person.
Though I never did, I always wanted to wear my "cock cage" while posing nude, to show that I am psychologically emasculated/feminized.
After 2001 I became a female-roled receptive partner (femboy/catamite) for heterosexual males, I always wore my "cock cage" whenever performing sexually for men.
Femboy (alternatively spelled femboi) is a modern slang term used to refer to a male who displays traditionally feminine characteristics, such as wearing dresses, skirts, and/or thigh-highs.