" Coming Out as a Homosexual bottom "


 more specifically as a 100% female-roled male trans* type person


As much as I wish to tell others of my sexual orientation and publicly be able to dress more feminine like, because I do prefer to dress like as below images show, I simply have felt my sexual identity be kept a secret; do to the enticing conflict dynamic of it. 

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Only a hand full of people have known that " I am a homosexual 100% female-roled male trans* type person ", other then the Men whom I had sex with, and then Edward and Max.

     As far as Coming out as a Female-roled zoosexual, writing this web journal is the only                            possible way of being able to for me to reveal my zoosexual orientation.

  For me it has always been very important to express that I am 100% female-roled sexually


Though the societial view has improved since the 1970's concerning homosexuality, I don't see that it has improved very much, it's more of a " Forced Acceptance", at least in the older age range people.

excerpts from; "Americans Move Dramatically Toward Acceptance of Homosexuality Finds GSS Report "



   " The change toward acceptance of homosexuality began in the late 1980s after years of remaining relatively constant. In 1973, 70 percent of people felt same-sex relations are “always wrong,” and in 1987, 75 percent held that view. By 2000, however, that number dropped to 54 percent and by 2010 was down to 43.5 percent.

Supported by the National Science Foundation, the General Social Survey monitors societal change and the growing complexity of American society. With the exception of the U.S. Census, the GSS is the most widely used source of information about social trends and attitudes."

 " in addition to a plurality who now approve of same-sex marriage, Americans overwhelmingly support basic civil liberties and freedom of expression for gays and lesbians, in contrast to sharp division on such issues in the 1970s. Taken together, the results show a clear “trend toward greater tolerance regarding homosexuality,” said Tom W. Smith, director of the General Social Survey at NORC and author of the NORC report, “Public Attitudes toward Homosexuality.”

" The GSS, which has been conducted biennially for 40 years, showed a marked increase in support of many civil liberties for gays and lesbians. Support for a gay person's right to speak before a public audience increased from 62 percent in 1972 to 86 percent in 2010; support for allowing gays and lesbians to teach at colleges or universities rose from 48 percent in 1973 to 84 percent in 2010; and approval for having a library keep a book that favors homosexuality rose from 54 percent in 1973 to 78 percent in 2010.

                                                           Then the AIDS crisis hit

                                                  It wasn't a good thing to be homosexual,

                             let alone a 100% homosexual female-roled bottom like myself, 

                   Though I was very much content and happy to be my jack donkey Edward's

                                        female-roled partner, when the AIDS crisis hit,

  this even more deepened my commitment to only having a sexual relationship with him.