Transgender Artist Model Michael Emery
Transgender Artist Model
22 years experince as a life drawing model
" A wanta be Transsexual "
I am 100% psychologically
feminized and emasculated
submissive homosexual
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The content is intended for educational, research and journaling purposes .
Much of the content is in Scenario Form
thus whether fact or fiction, is by interpretation.
If only; "How things could of turned out dilemma"
"Like a thought experiment of sorts"
or
" some aspects based on fact "
" A hodgepodge script "
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"Like a Actor preparing for a script in order to be convincing"
"A Study and Outline for my Fiction Novel Terrace"
" As much as Life Drawing can express Reality, it can express Fantasy "
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FEBRUARY 19th, 2020
My role model becomes Caroline Cossey
Once I learned of her in 1981..
"I simply knew I was similar, I've always felt like I should be a female"
Caroline Cossey appeared in the 1981 James Bond film For Your Eyes Only. Following her appearance in the film, she was outed as transgender by British tabloid News of the World.
A excerpt of a Caroline Cossey interview;
During puberty realised she wasn’t attracted to women, so she thought she must be gay.
“But I was not accepted in the gay scene,” she reflected to The Huffington Post.
“I was also dissatisfied and felt unfulfilled by gay sex. The need and identity within me was for men to desire me as a woman and that put me into a seemingly impossible position. Not being able to fit into the heterosexual or homosexual worlds left me utterly lost and hopelessly lonely”.
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1991 Caroline Cossey appeared Donahue show
"I know I couldn't of went before that audience with the style and grace as she did"
A comment from a viewer that I can relate to;
I remember this episode when it aired. I was desperate to find another trans person. I transitioned at 24 in 1992. The introduction to her book ( My Story) still makes me cry like a baby because it hits so close to home.
After seeing her interview with Phil Donahue I was 100% sure I wanted my penis removed so I could feel more female like, yet at time I had no desire to seek a man as a sexual partner, my animal partners very much accepted me as I was as their female.
So the desire for me to remove my penis, has more been from to point of view,
"it simply doesn't belong on me, I should have a vagina/vulva like a female".
Caroline Cossey in Playboy
In the 70's and 80's I didn't know anything about what being homosexual was other then it was guys who had sex with guys, yet I knew I wanted to males to treat me as though I was a female, so when I learned of Caroline Cossey and realized that there were other males like me who wanted to be female I didn't feel so screwed up and silly.